Text: Matthew 17:1-9 – Experiencing God
In my time as a pastor I have heard many people’s
experiences with God.
I have heard of miraculous encounters where a
person has physically seen the presence of Jesus during a traumatic time to
give them strength.
I have heard the opposite also – a time of
wilderness experience where God has seemed absent during times of struggle.
I have heard of miraculous healings that can’t be
explained by medical staff.
But I’ve also heard of people who have prayed for
healing only to see death being the result.
What I have learnt as I’ve sat and listened is
that God works in many and varied ways.
And I’ve also learnt that experience most often
can’t be repeated in the same way.
Just because one person had a particular
experience with God doesn’t mean if another person follows the same pattern
that the same experience will be met.
Experiences with God are up to God, not us.
As St Paul says when the gift of the Holy Spirit
is given by God - To each one the gift of the Spirit is given for the common
good … and God distributes them to each one, just as he determines. (1
Corinthians 12:7-11)
We can’t control how God makes his presence
experienced.
That’s what Peter wanted to do.
Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I
will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for
Elijah." (Matthew 17:4)
Why was this not a good suggestion by Peter?
Wouldn’t you want to capture that moment and stay
there?
Wouldn’t it be great if we could control our
experiences with God?
That if we asked for healing it happened.
That if we asked to speak in tongues it would
happen.
That if we asked to see him it would happen.
As much as that would seem a great experience to
have it would mean that we are controlling God rather than allowing God to be
God.
God allows us to experience his presence in many
ways.
And sometimes that experience is not fully known
or understood at the time but in retrospect as we look back at our journey we
see the amazing hand of God that has guided us through a situation.
For me that is a much deeper and meaningful
experience of God where we contemplate on the vast richness of God’s presence
rather than controlling God like a genie in a bottle that we rub every time we
want something.
The deep and vast experience with God doesn’t come
from getting our desires whenever we want them, as Peter wanted.
The experience for Moses was entering into the
presence of God as a thick cloud covered the mountain where he was.
As we look at the Transfiguration account of Jesus
with Peter, James and John, it is important to look at the context of where
that is happening.
The Transfiguration is nestled in between 2
predictions of his death (Matthew 16:21 and 17:22,23).
It is also nestled between 2 rebukes – first of
Peter (Matthew 16:22,23) – “Get behind me Satan, and then of the disciples for
their lack of faith.
So what Matthew is trying to teach us with the
Transfiguration account is that God’s glory is experienced in times of suffering.
Too often we associate God’s glory with positive
physical experiences.
But here, in the Transfiguration, God’s glory is
firmly set in the context of suffering.
And that’s where we need it.
When we are struggling – when we are going through
those difficult times – when we are walking through the valley of the shadow of
death, we want to know that “you are with me” (Psalm 23).
I don’t need the highs of euphoria whipping me up
in a frenzy – I need to know “I am with you to the end of the age”.
And so the voice comes to Peter and the others,
but I’m wondering if it was meant for Peter who had been caught up in the
moment – “this is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to
him!
Listen only to him, for only he has the words of
eternal life (John 6:68).
As we begin our Lenten journey this year, it is a
reminder to us that the journey to the cross is one that goes through the
darkness of Good Friday.
And the closer we get to the Resurrection the
closer we journey to the cross.
There are times of glory, there are times when God
feels extremely close, there are times when I have experienced something that
can only be considered a miracle.
But these can’t be relied on because we don’t know
how or when these arrive; they are what some people might call “serendipitous”.
They come unexpectedly.
But what does come with certainty is the presence
of God where he has promised to be:
In his Word as we read again and again the love
and promises that God has for us.
Listen to him.
In Holy Communion we hear those comforting words –
given and shed for you for the forgiveness of sins – listen to him.
In our baptism where water and word combine to
wash away our sin and regenerate us for life in God’s family – listen to him.
The context of the Transfiguration and God’s
continuing glory in our lives is in the midst of suffering.
As Jesus himself said: "It is not the healthy
who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but
sinners."
And so too St Paul: I will boast all the more
gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. (2
Corinthians 12:9).
Listen again to Peter’s testimony of that great
day – now that he has removed himself from the euphoria of that account:
We did not follow cleverly devised myths when we
made known to you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we had
been eyewitnesses of his majesty. For he received honour and glory from God the
Father when that voice was conveyed to him by the Majestic Glory, saying,
"This is my Son, my Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.
Jesus received his honour and glory from the voice
of God – not from the dazzling appearance.
So too, our honour and glory is received not from
dazzling experiences but from the voice of God that speaks to us in his Word
and Sacraments.
Life may not be all glory for you.
Maybe you have been dismayed and disillusioned as
you have heard of other people’s experiences of God.
But there is only one glory to be truly embraced
by – when God says to you – you are my son – you are my daughter – my beloved
with whom I am pleased.
That voice came to you in your baptism, it
continues in receiving the body and blood of Christ – it is with you as you
immerse yourself in God’s Word.
As the disciples fell to the ground in fear it
wasn’t the dazzling light show experience that removed their fear, it was the
gentle touch and voice of Jesus:
"Get up and do not be afraid”.
And then he journeyed with them down the mountain,
down into the less than glamorous valley.
No dazzling light – no Moses and Elijah – no cloud
with a thundering voice – but there was Jesus with them.
And he is with you too as he has promised – I am
with you always until the end of the age.
May God bless your Lenten journey this Eastertide
as you journey with your Saviour by your side.
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